So I had an epiphany last night. I knew that I had to get C-man ready for a school routine and vowed to get his routine started the first of August. Go to bed by 8pm and up at 7:30am. The morning will be easy, he's really a morning person. (not sure where he got this since Paul and I are not) It's the going to bed that will be challenging.
So, as a mother does, I was totally focusing on him and forgot about myself. I forgot that I may be working as an Instructor from the 7a-3p shift, two days in a row. That means getting up at *
ack, cough, ugh* 5:30am....maybe with a snooze to 5:45am?
First of all, I am not a morning person....just ask my parents, my younger sister and my bus driver......this chick needs her
zzzzz's and a few hours to process upon awakening.
Second of all, I've had this beautiful evolving lush routine with the kids. They both were sleeping all night long by three months and have slept in until at least 8am-8:30am. Only in the last 6 months does C-man wake earlier and help himself to a breakfast bar and watch cartoons, while Miss-O sleeps until 8:30-9am. If I'm really lucky, it's timed out that Paul will get home and get the kids' breakfasts and I get to sleep in a little more.
Thirdly, (thirdly, is that even a word? and to think I may go back to graduate school!) I have a crazy schedule. Work 3-11p, but that doesn't mean that my work stops at 11pm.....I have to finish any loose ends so I could be there until the latest is 1am...(those are bad,bad nights). I've been trying to clock out at the appropriate time of 11:30p.
When I get home, it takes some time to wind down...especially if it was a bad night...it really gets the adrenaline pumping (which I love about my job). So, usually I'll either watch the marathon of Friends, Gray's Anatomy, or Sex in the City. Or I will read a book, or do the rosary. Sometimes when they do not work, the ever popular
Benadryl is good help but with drowsy side effects in the am. Usually, I can get to sleep by 2am.
*note to self* do not schedule work before my clinical days (yikes! me on 3.5 hours of sleep is scary)
So, now I am working on awakening earlier....I tried today. 7:11 and out of bed (my alarm set for 7:45!) I did my "
essersizes" as Miss-O calls them, a load of laundry, and now I'm Blogging!
Not sure if I want to wake up at 5:45am for fun, but at least I could try some 6:30's.....I know I'll be leaning on my Starbucks Iced
Chai Tea Latte those clinical mornings, it may be my crutch to get through the day.
Well, morning people, if you have any ideas I'm up for them...otherwise a few prayers and well-wishes would be fine!
My Mom and Dad are chuckling at me right now, I just know it....When I awake at 7:11, that is sleeping in for them! Mr. & Mrs. 5am! You know, it is kinda cool how they have that time in the morning at the table, sipping their coffee and reviewing their days, conversing about their
grand kids, and chuckling about happenings in their life, it's their communication time! No wonder they are married for almost 45 years!
Well, look at the time...it's now 8:32 and Paul and Miss-O are still asleep. C-man started in the cartoon watching and I'm going to steal a shower time! This waking up early may not be so bad.....look what I've accomplished already???
p.s. Thirdly did not show up wrong in my spellcheck! It is a word!